Yes it is hard. But remember the good times to keep us going, and the millions of more we are capable of making<3
You cant see me, hear me, or touch me. But you can feel our love, and thats enough to keep me going each and everyday.
What do I have to do too make you believe? Ive made so many mistakes but I can honestly tell you right now im giving you my all. Everything I have is going into you and our relationship. There isn’t anyone else, just you. You will have your doubts, I know, but im here for you. I want to be the one you come to when you have a problem, to tell you I wont be going anywhere no matter what happens. I believe we can get through this together, I do. Ill be right by you through it all. Honestly, the thought of you with someone else, well I hate it. I cant imagine someone else staying up with you at night, kissing you like I have, touching you like I do, holding your hand, even calling you Baby. I want to be the only one who does that. Yes Baby, i’m the jealous type. I want you to myself. I dont want anyone else to have you. Ill love you at your highest point, lowest point, and at any point you need me. Ill love you with everything I have until I cant anymore, which I promise you will be no time soon. Try and trust me with whatever trust you have in me. I love you.
I love you.
“I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up”
Hi (:
I think some of the best memories I’ve made have been made with you. Last year I had no idea love like this existed, then I met you a little over a year ago, and for 10 months I’ve been aware of such love. Every time you laugh, I think a part of me just lightens up on the inside. I love falling asleep talking to you at night, and waking up to your loud snoring and just smiling because I know it’s you on the other end. I can’t wait until the day when I can have you by my side everyday and we won’t have to struggle with distance and being apart from each other. Me and you have been through probably hell and back. Our first few months together were so tough but we were falling in love so quick so we didn’t let anyone get to us. I wouldn’t change that for the world. I know we’ve both made mistakes. But be strong for me baby, for us. One day, I’ll keep you the happiest I’ve seen you for hours at a time because you’ll be right under me. And when you make that cute face that you do, I’ll kiss you and tell you that everything will be fine. I won’t be going anywhere my love. I love you. Abrazos y Besos <3
I wish I could give you everything. There arent enough words in the world to explain how much I love you. And if I could use everyone of them to explain it, I would. Breana, there are so many questions without answers I wish I could give you. But I dont know them myself. You’re right, I made choices and not mistakes for my own selfish reasons. I was thinking of myself and not the other person in this relationship. You. I didnt realize how bad I was hurting you, until I started to really lose you. Which shouldnt have come to that for me to find out. I will never know how I made you feel and never will because you will never make those choices. I know you would never hurt me. And I wish I had never did the very things I said I would never do. I hate myself because I did it. I cry because im the very person who made you cry, and have caused you all this hurt. And I dont know when youre going to fully heal, if you ever will. How can I hurt the person I love most in this world, for someone I barely know? I can’t answer it. There will never be a reasonable answer for it. Im sorry. I could say it over and over again, and that still wouldnt be enough. You cant change the past, no matter how bad I want too. But I can change and decide what happens in the future. I can change the way ive been treating you, I can stop the lying, I can appreciate you more. Anything you want, I am more than willing to do for you. I know you are scared, you are going to be for a while. But I know if you stay with me, it will be worth it, I promise. And you dont have to hide it. Tell me, so I can reassure everyday that I’m yours and that I only want you, and I’m staying right here with you. I will tell you every night if I have to you. I lost your trust, and Im going to do everything to get it back. I want to be with you Breana. I need to be with you, more than you know. When I cant talk to you, you are all I think about, all that is on my mind. A day doesnt go by where I dont want to make you the happiest girl alive. You are my heart, my soul, you are my everything. I dont expect everything to go back to normal in one night, we have to take steps. And me writing to you is one of those steps. Big, small, I dont care. As long as it helps us move forward and reassures you any how, will be ok with me. I just want to be with you. Forever. I miss you and I love you with all my heart baby. Yours always, tu amor.
Tumblr. Please leave breealise alone so she can get up and stop being a bum(:
Signed A Concerned Follower.